It wasn't suppose to be like this by the fourth year of blogging I was suppose to be the most popular blogger around. People would recognize me at the grocery store, I would be flying to blog conferences on my summer break from school. I would even have blog buttons that people could wear on their tops.
Now back to reality: I have hardly blogged for months my readers have given up on (Or most of them) It's my own fault I haven't been doing it, I haven't been sharing my life I just have been living my life with my fingers hitting this keyboard and it's not right.
If I can't blog I should close down shop instead pulling my faithful readers on the rope of nonexistence. The question is how?
HOW? Is the 3 letter I think of when I ponder upon closing my beloved blog. It has been through so much with me. I mean really. When I'm going through a tuff time I blog. When I am going through a joyous time I blog, when I'm just plan board I blog.
How could I give my outlet to the blogging world?
How could I say goodbye to the friends I have made through these four years?
The simple answer is this:
I can't
I can't give up those sweet memories. The links to the blogs that has become so special to me. The faces on the pictures that stare back at me as I read their words. As I cry with them, laugh with them oh steady my fingers on the keyboard bow my head and pray for them.
I can't.
This isn't a blog it's a community and I am not going to throw thee towel in. Instead I am going to jump back on that bandwagon and I'm going to
start no I am going to continue what I started was back
then. When I was a nineteen year old barley out of high school ready to dip my feet in the river of blogging never knowing how many sweet people I would find alongside that river sinking their sparkle color toe nails in as well.
It has been a journey.
And I am swimming on in the river of everything bloggy.
Join me in this will you?
Please continue to comment! Make my comment box filled! And I will hop over to your blog and do the same lets keep this blog thing going!!
Sincerely yours,